what can i do
to make it known to you
that you're like a drug to me
i know it's best to just stay away
but i just can't, i'm so addicted

what can i do
to demonstrate to you
you're so important to me
that without you in my life
things just would never be the same

what can i do
to open up your eyes
to see that what you're doing just isn't okay
you need to back up your words
with the full undivided force of your actions

what can i do
to get you to see
me beyond just another ordinary person
that i exist in so much more
than what you can simply imagine

what can i do
to get beyond myself
to no longer be bound by these shackles
i need to break free, to soar once more
to long longer be held down by the shore

what can i do
to make you proud
and put a small little smile on your face
i've failed you so many times
and i know i'll only fail all the more

what can i do
to reap the promises you given
to come into the inheritance you've set aside
i'm desperately waiting and seeking
and hoping to find that treasure of mine

what can i do
to make it known to you
that i can be so much more than this
if only you'll trust me and give me a chance
you'll see things that you've never seen before.

05.05.10, 12.28-12.37am
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take what you will from this.
the idea that formed in my mind seemed way more epic than how i've presented it.
i guess my writing skills (if i ever possessed any) are slowly degenerating. Ehz.