it's 3.10am, and you're still awake?
what in the world could you be doing
up at this insane hour, for heaven's sake!?
you mentioned that you wanted to sleep
at a decent hour, to build up some discipline
yet here you are, not even close to a slumber so deep
wasting time here online, playing bejeweled
are you so satisfied with that high score now
although honestly, you still seem such a fool
such trivial pursuits, such fleeting goals
these aren't the things you wanted to do
you're not filling your cup, nor even that bowl
squandering away here in the darkest of nights
you should've been asleep almost three hours ago!
yet, you've succumbed to this without even a fight
not going to class, not hitting the gym
not eating breakfast, not sleeping on time
not doing anything at all; it's getting so grim
all things considered, you've dissappointed so much
up to this halfway point, you left much to desire
if only if only you had a better crutch
but now's not the time to dwell on ifs and buts
rather, its time to get to action to fight this inaction
and maybe, hopefully, some day, you'll make the cut
until then, you're useless, pathetic, hardly worth it
and this is all truth; trust, i'm not being sarcastic.

02.02.10, 3.10-3.20am
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it's just me yelling at myself. great eh?