The winds, they stir and roar and buffet all that dare stand in their way.
Myself, foolish enough to do so, chose to try test the furies, in all my naivety.
Picked up and tossed around, I no longer recognize the when or where I’m at.
Stuck in the middle of nowhere with no one around me, I’ve given into my solitude.
Unawares of how I got here or even what I’m supposed to do no.
As I look to my left, I see nobody around me, not even a single soul.
To the right, the expansiveness of nothing continues to carry out its dominance.
Alone to myself, absorbed with my thoughts, I choose to be.
Here I am. Isolated in my wretched existence. Completely destroyed by the elements.
What other path have I but to cry out for something bigger than I am to save me.
I have no power, no enchantments to make right all that has been wronged in my life.
All that I have, all that I am, is a puny lil ant in the domain of the living
And my insignificance has claimed whatever free-spirited thinking that may have existed at all.
I need somebody. Anybody. Around me. Now. For I can’t do this alone.
My delusional cries for help pierce the ever silent air.
And those around merely feel the wind flicking at them.
They continue on with their lives.

10.27.09, 11.21-11.31pm