I just don’t know what to do
I can’t get rid of my feelings for you
You’re constantly there, laughing at me
Mocking me and wondering why I can’t see
That the truth of the matter is, it’s impossible
There is no chance for this to be probable
Living a life as such that I have
Desiring such things as I’m want to add

Falling off the cliff is only my first step
My next course of action, as you would bet
Is to firmly immerse myself in some sort of madness
To drive and consume me to the point of sadness
Seeing how I can never exceed my goals
Seeing as how I constantly fail at my own show
How can I get off this wretched train wreck
Can I get away from this contorted trek?

Nothing ever seems to come my way in life
I’m always left to fight and wish for some light
My actions in one direction
Often lead me into another projection
So then I think to myself
Why even bother seeking some help
If I’m destined to hit continuous dead ends
I might as well start bucking the trend.

03.11.09, 1.15-1.25am