so im sitting here, just a little depressed
cuz my thoughts are a maelstrom
knowing you're still here, present in my life
yet you're not the same cuz things have changed
you're no longer that "one special girl"
who was always there for me
who gave me all her attention
as i gave all my attention to her
you no longer say those three magical words
that make a person filled to the brim
with a wonderful feeling that is indescribable
it gave me such joy when i heard you say
"i love you" and i knew that you meant it too
i'd say it right back, cuz you know i loved you too
you wanted, needed, pined, and yearned for me
with every passing moment of the day
every moment that we had, we clung onto it
only choosing to let go, knowing
every second we're away from each other
is a second closer to when we'll meet again
i miss that feeling; both the feeling of love
and just feeling you in my arms
why can't it be true
why can't i have you
once again, safely in my arms
all to myself, with nobody else
to compete with for your affections
you're still in my life, oh very much so
but you're just no longer my "one special girl"

04.14.08, 11.20 - 11.27pm


pure crude unaltered words [freestyle] that attempt to convey my current emotions. siigh.