i need to cry
but the reservoir's empty
i need to shout
but nothing escapes me

i need to breathe
but there's no suitable air
i need to see
but my eyes just haven't a care

i need to bleed
but no crimson can be found
i need to be freed
but i'm leashed like a hound

i need to move on
but i'm stuck in the past
i need to leave
but it's too hard of a task

to who i am, i must stay true
even though i feel all too blue

10.29.07, 5.37 - 6.20pm